Listening & Listened To

This morning God put this scripture on my heart once again on a day that I really needed the reminder. I have been very tired and have not felt well.  Stress probably plays a part in that much as I wish it did not. 
 

Isaiah 41:10  (NIV)

¹⁰ So do not fear, for I am with you;
    do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
    I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

 

A bit later in the morning I had to pick up some mail at the post office and was blessed with a conversation there.  Listening and listened to.  Blessing each other.  Someone else is going through a difficult time.  And then I get in my vehicle and a song is playing on the radio.  I feel God speaking the words into my life and the tears flow.  I was not familiar with the song and had to search to find it again.  As I listened to it again several times, I once again was moved by God speaking into my heart but also hear the words speaking into our marriage.  A painting that really moved me at a Prayer Summit I attended last April was brought to mind. 

 

 

 

Today we were blessed with even more listening ears.   God said, "I will strengthen you and help you".  He did that in His Words but also in the listening ears He gave us this day. 

 

 

 

 

  This journey is not easy for Henry and me and sometimes it all is overwhelming. Yes, as I have shared before, there is so much to be thankful for but in our day to day living there are things that are difficult.  Conversation and communication is not what it once was since Henry's stroke and that brings changes that are not easy for either of us.  Henry still struggles with fatigue and cannot do things with the same stamina he once had.  He gets frustrated with that.  We thought that would be better than it is by now.  But how can we really know what to expect?  Everyone is different.  We sometimes feel like people think we are used to it or that we should have accepted it by now and we are not sure that anyone really wants to hear yet again what we are struggling with since it is kind of the same thing again and again.  This is often the case with long term disability or chronic illness I imagine. 

 

I was reading something written by the wife/caregiver of someone else who also had a stroke and was left with speech/language difficulties (Aphasia).  Much of what she wrote resonated but the following words especially did.

 

 "…I will always be thankful for the people in our lives who were there to listen: people from our church, neighbors, our family physician, my husband's speech pathologist, and relatives. From my point of view, we needed to be able to express our frustration in order to relieve our anguish. Our support system needed to be there to listen…"

 

" to listen...from my point of view, we needed to be able to express our frustration in order to relieve our anguish".   This is so, so true!  You might not be able to understand exactly what we experience just as we also cannot really and totally understand someone else's experience or situation, whatever that may be.   But the willingness to just listen, without judgement,  shows care and love and makes a world of difference!   In any situation we all would love to be able to fix the problem or change the situation but we cannot.  Most often you cannot and I cannot.  But when you listen you have given an incredible gift!  You have given your ears, your love, your time and in so doing you have helped to relieve the anguish and have helped someone feel less alone in their journey whatever that may be!  Sometimes we think that only someone who has experienced the same thing can be a help or can understand.   Yes, there is a level of understanding that definitely does help and is important too, but in our experience, just as in the experience of the writer above, it is people, friends and family who take the time to listen who really do make a difference.   So please never underestimate the gift of a listening ear. 

 

We send out a thank you to each one of you who has listened to us and who continue to listen!  Please forgive us if we have shared the same struggle numerous times.  Just know that in your listening  you are a blessing in more ways than you can ever know and you are doing more than you can ever know.  We pray that we in turn can also do the same for you even if we too cannot totally understand or have not experienced what you have.